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ok guys went down to Marina instead of Leon's house for steamboat,uncle's house for awesome things to eat and red packet! :( I finally learnt to let go but it was not due to my actual plan(wanted to walk alone & passing by Merlion,Double Helix bridge & MBS but ended up going back to BPPS with them) but point is at least I DONE IT! It was actually due to the event itself-River Hongabao 2012@Marina Floating Platform! I saw a group of dancers(think it was from Bedok South Sec) and was literally STUNNED for a while because they look damn alike her but when I think of her,they can't be compared to her! :( Oh yeah-Mr Liang Eng Hua(hope I spelt it correctly) said Hi to me while in the holding room and I actually wanted to take a photo with him by saying I was an ex-WSSS student but no mood! :( [recent fb staus-the one about the setbacks was due to this paragraph]

Now,why my new FB status: when I was saying that one of the boys is good at socialising with girls(even my primary school teacher said that he was a ladies' boy) ,then his friend came and said this-"Aiya you new here ma,so you won't undertsand him,I with him 2 years liao so I know it"! At that moment,I felt like telling him-"Hello,how I wish I could undertsand his rather than compared to mine & I bet you won't want to/even know what I'm going through now! " and this was how my first sentence came about. Next,when final show was about to start,sunset was super awesome and few of the girls wanted me to take desperately but did not know what's my name at first,so in a rush-they called me UNCLE! At that moment,I was like-"How I wish I could be young(although I'm not that old actually) & not face all these problems now!" but ended up faking a smile,telling them it was okay & just took the photo!-that's how my second sentence came about! :( :( :(

P.S. : Learning to let go is a good thing if you really,really,really love the person(or else obsession will only cause disaster)!

Haiz...ok guys,to those who know,plan FAILED big time! :( For those who dont know,some things are better not to know(I do not want to repeat it that's why)! I cant help it but keep thinking of her-I got a strong feeling this time other than her,no one else I will love anymore..... Now,just screwed up my core module lab test,CNY mood also gone,was thinking-maybe I should not have done it so early? But I have never regretted my actions so far-even taking MC just to go and see her off! Now the 3 most memorable places to me-Marina , CNIS & Chinatown(Sentosa for the most recent group)!!! I know I will still be going these places in future if I continue to host tour groups but these 3 places holds my happiest yet also my saddest memories! Now,after 3 weeks (after they left), I'm back to normal but it does not mean I have FORGOTTEN IT but I just chose not to let it affect me anymore! Although it will always be etched in my memory & heart(hopefully it does not affect my CNY mood every year).....This saturday,I'm going to end it all where it started-Marina! Zheng Hao,if you see this post,help me apologise to Leon and the rest on Saturday for not being able to make it! :(

P.S.:If only time can heal all wounds.....so sorry to my GRANDPARENTS! :(

My first tour group (from Guang Dong-Zhu Hai{the iconic landmark of the business district})went to all the iconic landmarks,had lots of performances at the Kreta Ayer CC and one day of shopping! Oh yeah! My second group are all like poly age unlike the first,quite a number are above 21 already)

Now,my second tour group(from Guangxi-Nan Ning) is flying off soon and I am already missing them! I will never forget the time we learned hip-hop together(of course 2hours was definitely not enough for you guys to do it because I know how it feels from chinese dance to hip-hop),the final show at Chinatown and of course one day tour by me! They also have 1 day of free & easy with really nobody to help you guys,but Changi staff really DISAPPOINTED ME with their service but I sincerely want to thank our PM Lee for willing to help us even though he could have just ignored it!(If you want to know more,pm me on FB) NOW,BIG PROBLEM IS:there's this girl in the troupe which caught my eye! Argh,which makes me even more troubled because I can't bear to see her off even though I want to do it badly! :(

Morale: Should I still continue helping out as a tour guide? Did I REALLY FARE better this time? Who can give me the answer? EVERY EXPERIENCE + TROUPE MEMBERS = TOTALLY NEW EXPERIENCES THAT WILL FOREVER BE ETCHED IN MY MIND TILL THE DAY I DIE!

I went down to Funan on last Saturday for 2 things-to repair my com + and solve my camera problem. Firstly, I went to find the repair shop I went to last time I went to Funan but I could not find it,and I realized it changed to Fujitsu Premium Care Centre. The best thing was that when I went to ask last tiem,the people told me to fix my com was less than $200/max $200,but when I came to this new reapair centre,I learned that the price was $600(tripled!)!!! Wow,that care centre is really PREMIUM-triple the price!

Next,I went to ask about my camera problem and they said-"Oh,this brand of memory card has problem,you must use another brand,cannot use this brand" but when I asked the same question last time,another employee told me-"Oh,just off the camera,take out the memory card,blow,then put back in and on the camera again,it should be fine",nevermind,so I was elated and asked-"so can change" to the guy and was about to take out the invoice,but the guy suddenly said -"oh,you have to go down to our sim lim square outlet to change". At that moment,I felt totally owned by the 2 companies! Then today,I went down to sim lim square the outlet,I went to change the memory cards and I got owned again,the staff went like-"so long then come down and change",and my heart was like: Hello,I may be busy and it was the fault of the staffs in the funan outlet too! SERIOUSLY!

Then nevermind,I was on bus 190 then at a stop,a old man was alighiting alomst down the bus,when suddenly I heard shouts from passengers to the bus driver.When I turned,what actually happened-the bus driver went to close the doors when the old man was still trying to step on the ground and the doors almost clamped the man together!

As I mentioned in FB,I think JJ,&ZH will know about this but not sure about LM-anyway today I went to Lot 1 and saw people wearing npcc crest shirts-CIs and lots of memories straight away came to my mind. Most importantly,looking at them made me thought what I did back then(for those who still don't know-I was in the CI course too but because I made an important decision rashly[because I failed to win ST's heart-ZH should know about this] and I dropped out of the course on the 2nd day). I suddenly learned something-ALWAYS BE COOL&CALM WHEN MAKING IMPORTANT LIFE DECISIONS.NEVER DO IT RASHLY OR YOU WILL LIVE WITH REGRETS IN YOUR LIFE{LIKE ME NOW,HAIZ...}!

On the other hand,thanks to this 1 EVENT that made an impact in my life, I learned that -IN LIFE,IF YOU WANT TO DO A THING,YOU EITHER GIVE IT YOUR BEST OR ELSE DO NOT DO AT ALL! NEVER GIVE UP HALFWAY!

Hence ,that is why I have conflicting thoughts right now(my FB status)!

Morale:In life,just 1 event is enough to trigger lots of life lessons for us.As the saying goes"There are always 2 sides of a coin" ,it just depends on how each and every single one perceives about the same matter!

ok I just changed a new phone-HTC Wildfire(white in colour)

ok I have been quite busy ever since I came to poly so I will not update so often

I was having breakfast yesterday at BPP Mac and saw some juniors,went to West Mall and also saw some juniors(whom I dont really know that time,super random and I got a shock-was stunned for quite a while),at night also saw Licheng&friends -OMG,the spirit of West Spring is everywhere!

Activites:I will be going for NYAA Gold-will post pictures if possible of what I do here and aiming for a GPA of 4!

Shocking news:CW has also applied for NYAA-HOPING THAT HE NOT APPLYING FOR GOLD TOO- or else I will have 1 extra competitor!

ok guys, Ist update: I am back from a YEP Project-China,Wushan 2011 which lasted for 2 weeks from 12 september to 25 september and done all the pre& post community services :) yet another new experience withj whole new team& awesome teammates! - this time round I brought my camera to China and ended up with 13 albums of photos in FB(took me ages to upload but at last i still managed to clear it)! can slowly look through all those if you want :D

now,2nd update: helped to celebrate a projectmate's birthday at Cineleisure Orchard (it was a surprise) and yesterday, just went to Sentosa with again,MY AWESOME GROUPMATES! We wanted to kayak but Palawan beachno kayak and no bike rentals until we went to siloso beach! After Palawan beach,we wanted to play luge+skyrides and wanted to get the family deal 0f 10 persons. 1st funny thing: they needed someone at least 16 & below and i didnt realise i was still 16 until like some time later! 2nd funny thing: for family deal,needed a daddy&mummy-LOL! Ending-went to siloso beach,cycle,then went to 313 somerset for dinner at LJS.

last but not least,3rd&final update:today is actually my birthday but i hid it from my FB profile to see who will realise it is actually my birthday today,partly to find out who are the real friends hehe :P

Haiz,I think only Zheng Hao knew about this.Anyway,recently,I just became sort of a "tour guide" for 2 days(29&30/8/2011) for the group of performers that i helped out at the event last Sunday(It was my primary school wushu instructor's event and he needed help) and they have left SG on the 31/8/2011(they came to SG on the 25/8/2011). I actually wanted to surprise them at the airport but due to some matters,I could not. I know although this was my first time but it's not an excuse to make this mistakes,I promise the next time i will be even better with this experience now!

I went to send them off at the airport but after looking at the gifts i gave them and the gift they gave me,I felt SUPER TOUCHED and because this is my 1st tour group,when they left(I watched their plane fly before leaving the airport),I really CRIED! :( [Sorry but photos are on FB as I do not know why I can't post the photos here]Maybe because this is my first? Now,I past by the dormitory when i was taking bus to Suntec and could not help thinking about them-although it was only 2 days,but somehow the feelings are there?

Important takeaway from this experience:WHATEVER HARD WORK YOU PUT IN EVEN SACRIFICING YOUR SLEEP, WHEN PEOPLE APPRECIATE IT,YOU WILL FEEL IT'S ALL WORTHWHILE! (29/8-I only slept at 4am and had to reach by 9am,next day slept at 2am) :D

Hope now time really can heal all wounds :)

Advice:All things(Good/Bad) must come to an end!

ok guys,I know I have not updated my blog for quite some time.Activities that happened recently:

1)NPOB I-Camp 2011(13-15 May)

That was the most fun and memorable camp I have ever attended! Fun parts:2nd day-Amazing Race outside of NP!,2nd night-ton until 4am(actually supposed ton until 3rd day),my AWESOME GROUP MATES AND GROUP LEADER!!!

As usual photos are on FB,furthermore now I am quite busy so no time to upload it here.

2)Vesak Day-ECP Cycling with NPOB Thor friends and seniors

Sad to miss out on the Changi Beach part but at least manged to cycle with you guys,dinner was SEAFOOD at my previous workplace-King Crab Seafood Restaurant-(ok last time I'm saying this:As usual photos are on FB,furthermore now I am quite busy so no time to upload it here.)

3)projects and exams and other stuffs

ok so common test is coming in less than 3 weeks,so I will not be updating so often but dun worry for June-I got sports climbing,abseiling,kayaking and helpouts and courses,so dun worry about blog will not be dead!

4)lastly,sprry guys I could not figure out how to create photo gallery so ya and I dun noe how to change blogskin,so coming up will these be changes,WAIT AND SEE :)

ok guys,today is like the official school day as lessons started today.

For today,although I only had 4 hours of IS module,but qutie a funny day! 1st- my IS teacher went to WSSS and taught  the CDAC tution and I didn't even recognise him at all and he went like-" Your DM is Mr Suki rite?" and I was like-"Ya"

2nd thing-I went to the atrium to buy a sandwhich and guess when the auntie saw my face,what did she say(I had already paid for the sandwhich)-"You stay in Blk 201/202 rite(in chinese)" and I said -"No That's my grandparents' place"

She replied-"No wonder I like see you before"-and I was like LOL,thinking in my heart-Did I even see you before?

Morale: Wear SUNGLASSES wherever you go!!! QUOTE FROM A JOKEBOOK-Actors spend their whole life to get famous and when they go out,they wear sunglasses to cover themselves from paparazzis